Here it is, I am just going to say, doing wrong and sinning is never okay. As a Christians. doing things that are against Gods word is sin and it is wrong. Period. End of story.
Except...
If it seems like it would be fun...
If it feels right at the time...
If everyone else is doing it....
If my husband has not been paying enough attention to me lately...
If I feel lazy...
If it is just one of "those" days...
If my world just came crashing down around me...
If the kids have had me at my wits end all day/week/month/year...
If that person was such a jerk and deserved it...
Ifit seem like it would be fun for the kids...
If I am in a ton of pain...
If I am hormonal...
If I have been doing good for sooo long I deserve it...
If I feel defeated...
If I just want to be like everyone else and not feel like a weirdo Christian for once...
If it started out innocent...
If I don't feel finacialy secure...
If I really don't care, cause nobody could really expect me to live like that anyway, after all I am not a pastor, or a elder, or even the wife of one of those...
If doing what is right might offend someone...
If I amjust not there yet...
But all the excuses fall away to emptiness,to nothing, to filth when I realise the best excuses never attone for sin, only Christ blood washes that away, blood spilled for all my excuses. I sit in my room once more, crying out once again, Father forgive me! Jesus save me! Holy Spirit renew me and show me truth, even as my earthly human sinful self riles against it!
